Monday, December 26, 2011

Zana Marie Lovering


Dear Mom, It's hard to believe that 10 yrs has passed already.  In that time, Dylbug has grown into a beautiful & sweet 11 yr old boy.  He plays baseball & guitar.  He enjoys reading comic books & cracking up his little sister, whom we named after you.  I've been married to her beautiful mommy, Reth, for 7+ yrs.  Reth has a beautiful daughter, Devonah, that is 15. 
Your beautiful daughter, my sister, has two very beautiful children.  You remember Kadyn.  He's a handsome young man now.  His sister, Rhaevyn Zana Marie, is almost a carbon copy of Danielle at that age.  They now live closer to us than they ever have.
In the time you've been gone, I've had several professions.  Card Dealer, Realtor, Bartender, & Budtender(something you could not have imagined in your days).  All I've done is do my best to take care of my family & friends.  I often think, "If Mom could see me now, I think She would be proud." 
In ten years, I've shed many tears, wondering "why?"  The only answer I ever come up with is that there will never be any answers.  It just is.
Your memories live on in all of us, Mom.  My children will grow up knowing who you are, even if they never get to meet you.  All of your struggles in life were not in vain.  Rest in Peace Mom<3 <3 <3 <3 <3  March 10, 1959 - Dec 26, 2001

Friends,... Make sure that those you love & care about KNOW that you love them.  Don't assume.  You just never know when that last chance to let them know will be.